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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

What makes study in India different...

Its been a long time since I last post here...Its bees a massive journey for me here. Just finish my 1st ever exam here with the results already out. It was tough seriously..
Studying medicine or dentistry in India, besides the nice practical or posting you can have here...the theories (paper), its all about memorising. Names, structures and numbers...fuhhh..everthing answer from question paper is like copy paste from textbook becoming answer paper. And its really not working that well for me right now, maybe because i just didn't tackle the right way..just glad i manage to survive...
See when I were in Alevel last time, it was mostly about thinking, understanding and applying knowledge. We have to brainstorming all the way during exam. Its not just what you memorise. So its kind of not my style to remember everything..
For those who are about to fly to India, my piece of advice, get your mentally prepare for this memorising style you about to have...

Monday, October 11, 2010

When I finally thought things have become nice...

When I finally thought things have become nice...


Don't know what happen to me, but things got really bad this last two weeks...
All the people who I care here, and people who care about me starting to disappear from me..
Lots and lots of problems occurs I end up sad by myself, and there's no one to talk about,
It is really painful when people who always listen to you suddenly just disappear like that and too busy to talk to you anymore...but it is more painful when your best friend start to be dishonest to you and throw words to you like what ever you did before just gave nuisance to his/her life when after all this time you were very good friends..
And all you can say is "sorry" when he/she takes so hard to say sorry him/herself, and when what you really want to say is "thank you for revealing your true colour" but you say "sorry for the trouble I cause you" and you were suppose to say "sorry for concern about your life before,promise will never care about it again"..
that's why they said it took years to build a house but it takes seconds to destroy it...

Maybe I'm the one with the wrong attitude, like ask anyone-I'm always the bad guy. Arghh...Never mind. I don't care anymore if I have to live on my own. With exams coming this middle of November, I need to live with books-they always been loyal friends to me. With all this adaptation this past few months, I'd grown a lot (right?) so I think I'm ready to live alone in my lonely world haha..pray for my best, wish me luck in my exam! =)

Friday, September 24, 2010

new life. new family.


Actually last time I want to share about how i spend raye here..it was great at devangere..thanks to people there. But after that i just don't have the time to blog. Been so busy, with the 1st internal assessment coming..Need to catch up with my study a lot.

it just that this whole almost 3 months has passed here, and finally i realise it was time to move on. I always feel lonely and think that I'm lonely, its been almost 3 months like that I'm crying to myself. But then I realise I'm the one who shun myself,keeping myself lonely. Its me in here, I have to adapt. Although I really miss and need my gang membi2 but what can they do now for me..they are very far and they have their own life and friends. I wonder if they still think about me. i really hope you guys here but that will never happen.
Here I got myself new family from the eldest brother Asyraf to Hakim to Reza, Pitlah Naqi Hami Abu and Apek...then got lots of sister like Kak Nana Kak Acot Kak Aimi and Kak Husna..always hang out together, I starting to feel I am a part of a family here. They are really nice people and care about each other. Thank God for sending them to me. They really make my life here more easier and fun. This brings memories of family here

Then the youngest in the family besides me, who always supporting me Nas and Haziq, although sometimes things just don't work out for us we just let it go. I know they are much nicer then me, I have to learn lots from them.

If anyone is reading (especially my friends and family), just want to let you know that I'm not alone anymore, i got lot of people care for me here and I got a new family here which I really grateful of having them. And I'm happy the way they are =) I'm going all the way to make new life, new stories of me, and new history of me here...

For the lecturers never mind their attitude and all, i got mark absent twice already. but this one sister which I like her, said to let it go,if she marks you absent means you have to read more. Ill take her advice, I don't want to be complaining about them again. With this 1st internal assessment is coming I'll study hard and prove to them that I'm better than any of the other students. Wish me luck!

Monday, August 30, 2010

Malaysia Indepeendence Day at India..- im going to raya here =(

huhuh its been almost 2 months already I'm here, and I admit I kind of use to it now, very cold and peaceful. No more stomachache. Cook myself only. And thank God for giving me such nice seniors make my life here easier =) the only irritating part of my life here is the class. Heh...

I like to wish Malaysia Happy Independence Day! yesterday we were at coffee shop, me nas haziq kelvin and choong we were singing Keranamu Malaysia and Menara Bangsa.. It just shows how we love our country.

I can live with a smile now. Although hate to admit it, I miss everyone especially my gang which they all having fun at other places and other friends, maybe they had forgot about me. How I'm lonely here. Never mind. And then the hardest part when I think of it is raye is coming but I didn't get to buy any new clothes, new jeans shirts, shoes, and everything..Its very different raya here. I'm also short of money right now don't know if I can last until the next scholarship money at November. Then, I want to eat kuih raye...sure back home got lots of it already. Honestly I want my mom to send to me a bit but don't want to burden her. She already send some cooks stuffs to me last time. Thanks mom! Really miss kuih raye. And then the raye preparation at home, changing curtains cleaning the house rearrange the furniture. And if last year was white color, this year what will it be, one thing I can be sure is Ill not be a part of it. Huu...I'm crapping about how I miss raya at home. Nonsense. What can I do.hah...
I want to know what mama will be cooking this raya, is it going to be my beloved spaghetti with rendang nasi impit and all and not tot forget mama's special nasi lemak..Haa so nice..later after raye I'll cook it here..heh...



as for me...I don't know whats coming for me for raya, I pretty sure it be nice also. I'm going to Devangiri and gather with my batch mates there. Looking forward to see them. Hope this raya will be a memorable one.

Friday, August 20, 2010

more facts and fictions -India..

1. India always blackout? Straight right. Always but not for long time, usually not more than 1 hour sometimes not more than 1 minute also. But then got this one time blackout for 6 hours. So disturbing, cant even cook how can study. Then when blackout during night, cant see anything at all. Just pray the electricity will come back or just sleep. Heh.

2. The tabligh activity here very strong...? ( Before I came to India there are people who ask say to me, "In India got lots of tabligh, make sure you don't join them or else you cant study ) Never thought that was true..but yepp it is... There this one time where this group of tabligh from Malaysia came here and meet us. Then got this Markas which people there until now got a lots of people asking me to join tabligh already..

Sunday, August 15, 2010

pada ketika ini...

aku nak tukar nak tulis blog dalam bahase melayu sebab ape yang aku ingin cakap mungkin akan menyinggung mane2 pihak. Aku hanya ingin berkongsi pengalaman.....belajar di India.....

India, pendidikan di India sangatlah tak profesional dan pensyarah2 nye macam ape je! mungkin diorang tak puas hati atau tak suke orang Malaysia ke ape, bukan la sume tapi sesetangah yang sangat menjengkelkal...insiden2 yang berlaku dah sebulan aku belajar di India ni memang sangat membuatkan aku rase Malaysia lebih baik, dari segi sistem pembelajarannye dan juga orang2 nye...
1. Pensyarah kat sini tah ape tah yang die tak puas hati, assignment budak2 Malaysia buat bukan main susah lagi nak bagi approval. Orang dah buat penat pastu die bole lak amik suroh buat baru, takde nak kasi kite modify. Aku tengok kawan aku dah buat cantik2 pun die tak nak kasi approval tah ape masalah die. Pastu marah2 tak tentu pasal lagi la sengal...
2. Dah la bukan main susah lagi aku ukir dumbell gune wax pastu bole lak patah aku sabar je la, memang tengah frust time tu tibe2 ade pensyarah laki mamat misai ni tibe2 marah kuat "tell me the joke, I will laugh" @%$@#&*&!!!!!! orang tengah frust tibe2 cakap gelak pastu aku tunjuk la wax aku yang patah tu, tak nak lak die gelak nak je aku cakap "asal tak gelak?"
3. Pastu boleh lak minah pensyarah tue ni sound "use maam when you speak to me!"..hah..?? aku ni poyo sangat ke tak hormat orang tue, orang2 Malaysia hormat orang tue la wei..aku siap selalu senyum dengan diorang lagi pastu aku pun nak cakap ape sume aku tambah maam kat hujung "thank you maam" "how is this maam" "take a look at mine maam"....zzzzzzz
4. Tak bengap habis lagi, berkali2 die marah aku suroh potong rambut. Aduyai, yang pertame, die nak menyibuk pasal rambut aku buat ape, bukan masalah die pun, bukan kacau orang lain atau die atau study aku pun. Kedue, rambut aku bukannye panjang pun aku baru je potong aritu tambah die marah rambut choong skali ( classmate aku ) padahal rambut die habis pendek dah. Ketige, cukup la die bagitau sekali bukannye aku budak bongok tak dengar nanti wekend aku pergi la potong tah pape tah otak diorang...
5. Pensyarah kat sini oversensitif terlebih2 same ade macam perempuan tue rindukan anak atau pun budak kecik tak matang camtu la, contohnye ade orang senyum sikit dalam kelas nak jerit marah2 ingatkan orang gelakkan die, come on la wei..kalau ade yang nampak bace buku lagi la, kene halau kelas terus. tak beragak2...pemikiran tak matang diorang..haih...poyo lebih ade r..nk tujuk bajet garang ke ape tah, orang nak belajar kat kelas pun takde suasane yang menarik.
6. Pastu ade sorang mamat fisiologi ni, suke sangat cakap "fine" lagi r tah pape...suke sangat panggil orang tanye2 soalan suroh buat tu la buat ni la padahal die dah la ajar macam ape tah pastu bende yang die tak ajar pun die nak tanye, praktikal lak tu, bajet orang boleh tau dengan membace je, tunjuk la dulu nak ajar, baru kitorang tau...*kecewe*...
7. Suke sangat tanye2 banyak2 sebelum stat kelas sampai ade pensyarah cakap camni lagi "those who cant answer my question please can leave the class, I mark your attendance absent" ngarut gler diorang suke ugut nak tande attendance absent minah tue fisio cakap camni "you boys if I see you playing again I mark your attendance absent for 15days" walawei...sengal tak sengal, adil ke camtu orang datang kelas nak belajar penat2 die tande absent pastu nanti orang tu jugak tak leh nam amik exam. Bukannye orang yang study pun boleh ingat 100% ape yang die study kalau tak takde la takde orang dapat 100% dalam exam.
8. Nak cakap balik yang pengetue bod habis die cakap camni waktu aku mintak izin nak datang lambat hari jumaat nak pegi sembahyang jumaat dulu, "You have so many prayers, if you miss one it doesnt even matter" "your God wants you to skip class to go to prayer"....tu lagi memang bod habis la cakap camtu, tak kire r ape pun agame die ingat senang2 je ke die nak cakap agame orang camtu, cetek gile pemikiran. Saman baru tau. Dah la pengetue...kalau orang cakap bukan2 pasal agame die tau pulak nak marah nanti...
9. Ni satu lagi, waktu aku belajar anatomi dalam kelas tibe2 pensyarah tu jerit, "stop clicking the pen!!!!!!!!!!!". Aku pun hah..?? dengan 70 pelajar tu mesti la ade yang klik pen, kuat sangat ke bunyi klik pen sampai ganggu die? kuat sangat ke pendengaran die? Pelik2 je la..

Aku ingat nak cakap lagi pasal sistem pembelajaran die yang tak profesional tapi nanti la, dah cukup panjang dah ni..tengok perangai2 pensyarah2 die pun dah tau dah betape tak profesional diorang ni. Patut r negare mundur macam Malaysia sebelum merdeka.

(minta maaf kepada sesiape yang tersinggung, tidak bermaksud untuk tuju kepade sesiape melainkan yang disebut dalam post ini....)

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Price comparison...

It's been almost a month already I'm living in the city of Belgaum, India. Lots of things to be story actually but nahh..I usually forgot what I want to write, so later...huu...this time I just want to tell ab out price comparison Malaysia and India. Lets see...the country that I be showing is the cheaper of the two..

1. Handphone: Malaysia
2. Rice ( Raw and cooked ): Cooked- Malaysia. Raw: Almost the same but India Basmathi is nicer for me
3. Clothes: India ( even the branded one ) but not all, some brand almost the same
4. Watch: India ( I think so, the leather Timex watch here just 1000++ Rs about RM80 so its cheaper)
5. Roti: India for sure. Their main food right. ( one capati cost 4 Rs only about 32sen, butter naan cost 18 Rs about RM1.44 )
6. Electrical appliances: Same (but the international adaptor is very much cheaper here)
7. Books: India ( medical textbook, imported books very cheap here about average 300 Rs per one thick book approximately RM24,wow )
8. Medical and dental apparatus: India super cheap
9. Tic Tac!!!: India ( You all know the sweet Tic Tac right? haa here its only 10 Rs = 80sen, cheaper right)
10. Gillette Mach 3: India ( Either any Gillette Mach 3 or Mach 3 Turbo here only cost 100++ Rupees about RM8 )

Later I add more. Cant remeber..huhu...lots of them go to India right. Ya lah, here lots of things cheaper...

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i'm mahmud, after i have a very short time in malaysia just after i came out from my mom's, i'd been flied to United Kingdom and i raised there until i was almost 7.....then i became me right now...

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