When I finally thought things have become nice...

When I finally thought things have become nice...


Don't know what happen to me, but things got really bad this last two weeks...
All the people who I care here, and people who care about me starting to disappear from me..
Lots and lots of problems occurs I end up sad by myself, and there's no one to talk about,
It is really painful when people who always listen to you suddenly just disappear like that and too busy to talk to you anymore...but it is more painful when your best friend start to be dishonest to you and throw words to you like what ever you did before just gave nuisance to his/her life when after all this time you were very good friends..
And all you can say is "sorry" when he/she takes so hard to say sorry him/herself, and when what you really want to say is "thank you for revealing your true colour" but you say "sorry for the trouble I cause you" and you were suppose to say "sorry for concern about your life before,promise will never care about it again"..
that's why they said it took years to build a house but it takes seconds to destroy it...

Maybe I'm the one with the wrong attitude, like ask anyone-I'm always the bad guy. Arghh...Never mind. I don't care anymore if I have to live on my own. With exams coming this middle of November, I need to live with books-they always been loyal friends to me. With all this adaptation this past few months, I'd grown a lot (right?) so I think I'm ready to live alone in my lonely world haha..pray for my best, wish me luck in my exam! =)